| me: | i went to the cemetery today, lawrence's |
| me: | i left him flowers and a note |
| Philip: | by yourself? :( |
| me: | yeah as long as it's sunny |
| me: | i usually don't like mourning with other people |
| Philip: | not private |
| me: | yeah...i guess i wanted him to know about us |
| Philip: | sigh yea, he would want to know |
| Philip: | and then he could make you feel better |
| me: | :( |
| Philip: | are you ok? |
| me: | eventually, yeah |
| me: | you and lawrence were similar in the way that i could connect to you guys |
| me: | on a very...basic level...like an instinctual level |
| Philip: | yea, I feel the same way |
| Philip: | didn't need to talk much |
| Philip: | but understood everything |

